only i could fool the world.

i want to be something better than this.

i want to be the girl that is labeled as "nice and good."

not in a sexual way though.

i don't want to swear anymore.

i want to watch shows that are funny; not sexual, violent, or dirty.

i want to listen to catchy, happy music.

i want people to see me as someone that's pure.

i want to be smiling and laughing every second of my life.

i want people to love me for the person i am.

i want to do what makes me happy.

i want to push myself to achieve greatness.

i want to be the good girl.

i want to find god again.

i'm done with trying to be this rebelious soul.

i'm done with not caring about others.

i'm done with giving myself a bad reputation.

i'm done with wondering what they think of me.

i'm done with knowing how many friends i have.

i'm done with being a person i'm clearly not.

i met someone spectacular.

and i think i met them so that i can try and be a better person, like them.

i want to find god again.