this is love and this is lust.

let's push some buttons.
let's move a little faster than before.
let's turn the music louder than our heartbeats.
let's make this a time to remember.

remember when we sat across from eachother smiling.
yr smile made my stumach feel like cotton candy.
i wish i didn't have to call this a memory.

i like when new waves surround my ears.
ya know, yr voice and his.
i don't want this to ever end.
i want us to stay this way forever.
and i want to see yr smile everyday of my life.
somehow, it fills the void.
somehow, it makes me melt.

lack the lust in my vains.
you soar in my blood like her drugs.
make me smile like i did years ago.
push me into the deep end again.
we all want a third chance.
but we never want to give up this.

i've become what a mother wouldnt want in a daughter
and i have done a few things i regret.