Sunday, February 22, 2009

stay away.


yesterday was a pretty big bummer for me.
a priest that i've been really close to for a long time has decided to take a break.
it was a really big shock for me.
i knew that he'd most likely be switching around soon since it's been about 5 years.
but thinking of leaving entirely was a hard hit.
he's been such a great guidance in my faith and helped me so much.
he's taught me how faith is AWESOME and put it in terms that i understand.
i pretty much just broke down in church. :'[
i got like a five minute hug and a goodbye.
that's all i wanted.
i'm so proud of him, though, i wouldn't want him to not take this opportunity if he needs it.
i'll miss him a lot, but thank god for email.

i've just been very down lately because of that.
it feels like a punch in the gut.
so i'm just praying and asking for guidance from God.
i don't really know what to do.
i just keep thinking about how he told me to "keep smiling."
so, i will.

hurt super stinks.
i just need God with me now.
i'll be better soon.
just prayer and love for now.

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