i ain't giving up quite yet, i've got too much to lose.

"Let us be judged as servents of Christ, and as those who are responsible for the secret things of God."

-1 Corinthians 4:1

today was really good.

i feel really happy lately, which rocks.

i 100% think it's my growing faith with God.

i feel happier and stronger and freer.

as if nothing is allowed or can stop me.

this is my life to serve and love.

and people can't stop me from doing that.

i've been thinking alot about peoples reflection on me.

it's natural to take the attitudes and love of your peers.

i think i just have to stop for a moment

and think, "is this person helping or hurting me?"

i did that. and i feel happy.

i'm really trying with people right now.

i really want some advice about something i'm struggling with.

that being accepting the people i disagree with.