i want that ily in his pro.

dont like him.
just think about it.
all this friendship.
all the trust.
dont ruin it for you.
but i want it badly.
those phone calls.
the songs that mean enough.
the words i need to hear.
the feelings i had for you.
it's what i want every night.
and i want it from him.
but it'll never work.
cause he'll never see it.
i just want to have someone.
i want to be the someone.
i want the i love you.
i want the hand to hold.
i need that.
i earned this.
i've waited.
three years.
i've waited.
and stood against all the other girls.
and helped you when your down.
i want to be his.
i like him.
i'll admit it.
but not to myself.